09-06-2013, 11:36 AM
Stella Grapes Wrote:Everybody's favorite overworked caregiver (that'd be me) has been having mental health problems. She's more optimistic and closer to recovery now, though, and has more kids to care for. Simply put, I'm operating a one-woman nanny business and I've become a foster parent. I'm good with kids, so this is very successful so far! Very busy organizing my time between work and family and combining the two, though, and my (lack of) mental health has been killing me whenever I do have downtime. (I cry, shake, and lose my breath in panic at night when James is too busy to be with me. The kids don't know.)
I do think I am close to getting a lot better. Things just need to keep going right.
It's great to hear from you after so long. I was worried about you, especially after your last post.
As it stands, I am done with my college education for now. I have a two year Associates in Computer Technology, and now the biggest obstacle is finding a job in my small town. I may have to go with a basic, starter job such as courtesy worker at the local grocery store as there aren't that many computer jobs around here. In the next few months, I also plan on looking for my own place to live, but before that, I really need to get rid of much of the junk I have accumulated over the years. These two tasks alone don't do enough to depress me. What does are the massive amount of student loans that I now have to pay back. I believe secondary education should be free for some students, but that is another post.