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You decide what's best for you. I can only suggest you not to push yourself too hard.

Just did this thing out of boredom:
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Oh good lord, maybe I had a sign today that I shouldn't race! I had a very bad asthma attack today, the only one I've had all year, and I went straight to the hospital afterwards because of the babies. The babies are all right, thank goodness. I got to hear their heartbeats for the second time this week. :__) Hearing the heartbeats was basically the only nice thing that happened today.

During this time, my yearly autumn allergies decided to make their appearance and show no mercy. I don't think sicknesses joining each other is what Henry David Thoreau meant when he said, "Misery loves company."

Tomorrow is a potluck. I was looking forward to it. Now I do not think I will be well enough to go to it, much less cook for it. Why does life seem to be saying I am too sick to do anything?

Just... One... More... Week...

Well, don't push yourself. Bail out of the race. I know it's a tough thing to do, but your babies deserve higher priority than the silly little competition.

I will bail out if my health does not greatly improve from what it is now, or if I have not had enough time to practice due to being sick for too long. It's too soon to tell if either situation will happen. A lot could improve between now and the day of the race, so I'll hold on to that hope for now.

Ay yi yi. How ironic to feel useless when you're shaping life (which is something that causes you to sleep a lot, especially if you were already delicate, hence even less productivity in the here-and-now).

"Feeling useless while shaping life" could probably also be a metaphor for my whole life; that is to say: feeling useless, yet ironically destined to be a mother of several and a mother figure for several more. Feeling useless repeatedly, yet ultimately anything but useless.

How tired am I? I slept for almost twelve hours the last time I slept, and I need a nap.

I highly suggest you bail out now. I really don't want everything to end in disaster for you. But ultimately it's your decision and your body. Just please listen to it and don't mistreat it. And don't get the babies hurt.

RAMChYLD Wrote:I highly suggest you bail out now. I really don't want everything to end in disaster for you. But ultimately it's your decision and your body. Just please listen to it and don't mistreat it. And don't get the babies hurt.

I am not horrid. I am working hard to ensure their safeties and I am not going to EVER do anything to hurt them. It is natural to hope to get better for the sake of returning to living. Yes, I have a tendency to push myself. That doesn't mean I'll let myself take anything resembling dangerous risks in this condition. I am not doing anything exerting without medical evaluation and permission. I am not horrid.

I am also not able to predict my health in October based on my health in August, nor can anyone.

You're your own boss and you're the one knowing the most about your body. Whatever you decide, I will give you moral support from the other side of the planet.

Just... Two... More... Days...

Stella Grapes Wrote:I am not horrid. I am working hard to ensure their safeties and I am not going to EVER do anything to hurt them.

Well, what Sandy said. I'm sorry I pushed you to back out too hard

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So I accidentally hurled my cordless mouse across the room in a fit (not able to get Boomerang + Fear of Stanman Incident repeating + Getting dominated in TF2 + god knows what suddenly came over me = DANGER! WILL ROBINSON!). Uh oh.

Now I'm stuck with a 9-year-old USB Logitech mouse- my first ever optical mouse, which I got as a gift for buying the original Dongwa. I did find a replacement mouse cheap online, but looks like it won't be here until after Eid Al Fitr which is next week. Since the post office would be close for much of next week due to Eid Al Fitr and Independence Day happening back to back.

Yeah, I have problems getting over the Stanman Incident. An entire forum suddenly turning against me was a traumatic event for me. Especially since I helped the forum out a bit just before the incident. And all I did was threaten to DDoS one guy who said that he was going to marry Bijou. It was an empty threat- I can never really pull off a DDoS. I'm just not that kind of person.